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[Chizzy]

I don’t really know why I am doing this but for some reason it feels like the right thing to do at the moment.
After a user sent me a message basically telling me off and asking me to go away (a new user at that), I decided to post this and make a few things clear so you can understand and gain some insight from my perspective.

I came here because on the DGEmu wiki there was a page about me and I found out from a friend that it was a reason why I wasn’t hired because it came up when you would Google my name.

After it was removed I forgave the people at DGEmu.

But because the MAJORITY of posts were in the spam centre and it doesn’t tell you in the recent topics panel on the main page of the forum I got involved in a boat load of crap that I wish I could have avoided. But I felt like chatting with people but I should have realized early on that I couldn’t handle trollish things and being flamed because I haven’t much experience in spam centers.

The #1 reason I was a jerk to some people on this site is because I cannot and would not forgive people that imply and joke and say I’m a pedophile.

No one wants to be called that.

IRL I’m a pretty nice guy, but I go off on anyone that tried to slander my name with something of such a negative magnitude.

Basically a good portion of this can be explained by a failure of communication. (I.e. the reason why I got my RS revoked and why some of the crap happened)
(also don’t ask why, because if any of this is taken negatively, You will understand by the time you finish reading this post)

Right now I don’t feel the same way that I did.
Now that that is out of the way I can finally say this (because now I don’t mind saying it now)

I forgive what has been done to me, as long as I can be forgiven.
I can no longer choose to judge people because I should take a better look at myself before I judge others.

I will stop being a jerk, stop negging random posts, and try to earn your forgiveness for how I made you all feel.
Right now i think it would be better to bury this and put the past all behind us because it would negatively impact the DGEmu community if I this stuff continued.

If at any time I am being a jerk, please let me know.

Thank you.

Now I would like to reintroduce myself, I am Chizzy, formerly rcj8993, I like to play videogames and I’m really into emulation and computers.

Edited by Chizzy, 17 May 2012 - 02:56 PM.

[2bigpigs]

PMing you was a **** move but this post is a pretty good reply.
You're a nice guy.

Right now i think it would be better to bury this and put the past all behind us because it would negatively impact the DGEmu community if I this stuff continued.

To be honest, Pan is the only one who really doesn't like you. The rest of us hate you only as much as we hate each other.
( We've banned lots of people before so this probably wouldn't affect the community at all. Just sayin' )

Now I would like to reintroduce myself, I am Chizzy, formerly rcj8993, I like to play videogames and I’m really into emulation and computers.

Hello and welcome back.
I guess you know the rules by now. Also, Try not to rage too much, k?

[Shai]

Pigs, bringing up past actions is not helping.

[2bigpigs]

Yeah, I guess.

[ƵeRø]

well, wlc bro to DG and ohh thats one of the greatest post i ever read.

Edited by ƵeRø, 17 May 2012 - 09:23 PM.

[Yuto]

That's cool. And, this is worthy of my approval. Seriously, i'm glad you're willing to help forgive others, and maybe yourself for mistakes made in the past. Granted. I probably shouldn't intervene as much, considering i haven't been here long enough to know what originally happened. But, i feel it's always best for someone like me to step in, and tip their hand. I hope during all that time, i never once upset you with what i said, or suggested. Tbh i have kind of a sharp tongue, and when it comes to a clash of words. I can usually lash out just as hard as the one making the argument. It's probably easier for me to accept this thread, since I've only known you for a few months. And, i know why you're doing this. You wanna make amends, i can respect that. As far as the notorious PM'er. I have no idea. Someone apparently took quite an interest in you right away. IRL a good majority of us are probably all nice people. In a sense, this social network is our second life. We can either act as we normally would, or we can act indifferent towards each other in certain situations, because who cares, right? Were all online, and miles apart. I'm not gonna say a lot of what's been said about you is civil, hell. Like you said, it's downright slander. I'm not sure i would know anything about what's going on in your head, but i can only imagine that you believe something good can come from this, it's not a problem that you want people to remember you only for good things. I'm not even sure how people view me here. Rep doesn't mean anything here. I bought a good portion of mine. Negging you, is probably just a way to put you in an unwelcoming category of people. I mean Coger also has -100. You were negging random posts?!... lol. The only reason i believe you're being negged. Is because it affects you. Sure I've made a few terrible posts here, but luckily I've made some that are halfway decent. So it balances out. No. I don't think you made a negitive impact, not on the site at least. Maybe by your standards. Sure, in that one topic you were being a huge butthurt, But, guess what? Everyone complains about ****, either something we can't comprehend, something we don't agree with, or just something unreasonable. So it's all good by me, you're forgiven.

Neg my post again, and see what happens

Edited by Lightning Flash, 17 May 2012 - 08:48 PM.

[Chizzy]

Saw the thread, I'm not trying to "tell you to leave." I feel like I should post here and in the Private Message I sent you just to ensure that you see it. I'm asking you why you DIDN'T leave. I'm not saying you need to. I'm not telling you to.

I'm also asking why you put your name and lolishit on the same forum. Or at least, I am under the IMPRESSION that you were the one that revealed your name. I didn't think you would take my message this personally, and I will restate it right now that nobody put me up to this malicious act. It's not even intended to be a malicious act. I'm not trying to stir up old drama or anything.

And another thing:
I don't really ask rhetorical questions, and I never asked you to leave. I asked you why you weren't.
Posting this both in thread and our private conversation. I suggest maybe take off any imagined criminal intent you saw in my message then reread it, bro.

Alternatively, it's never been any of my business to begin with, so if you don't even feel like confronting my message, don't.

dude, did you come here to take a jab at me?
But thanks for sending that PM, It kinda influenced this thread.

thanks anubis, Zero, 2bigpigs

Edited by Chizzy, 17 May 2012 - 09:40 PM.

[Shai]

If chizmad, retracts his change of heart and decides to flame you both I wouldn't blame him, all three of you actually because you are not helping his growth to be come a better member, less words from you all are much more appropriate for this type of thread.

[Chizzy]

If chizmad, retracts his change of heart and decides to flame you both I wouldn't blame him, all three of you actually because you are not helping his growth to be come a better member, less words from you all are much more appropriate for this type of thread.

i actually didnt have an issue with anubis's or 2bigpigs posts.

also,
Mad Ness...
THIS IS SPARTA!


Also If i do post in the spam centre it will mainly be in the random image thread and the youtube thread

Edited by Chizzy, 17 May 2012 - 09:44 PM.

[Yuto]

Coger. What the hell are you talking about. Less words make more sense? I'm not a child, if i wanna fully explain or justify my thoughts on the matter, then i will. I don't see why you have a problem with what i said. It was an honest post, i'm not making any of it up just to sound cool. Besides, why are you here? If all of our reasons for being in this thread are the same?

Edited by Lightning Flash, 17 May 2012 - 10:00 PM.

[Shai]

Less words would have been more be more appropriate, you didn't have a clue of what state his mind was in, and you being full of "honesty" could have been too much and flipped his switch.

We are supposed to be encouraging at this point. You can save your personal feelings for later.

[Yuto]

You do realize we aren't in SC, right? Either way. It doesn't matter i guess. He said he didn't have any problems with what's been said. So everything's fine.

[Chizzy]

also to any one curious, and to answer Lass's question, I came here because I obtained an R4 for my ds

[Pan Dimensional Being]

I am willing to leave you alone. A truce, I guess. I will not + or - rep anything of yours if you no longer rep my ****. But I will continue to publicly share my negative opinion of you. Past or not, you your loli obsession is pedophilia. I refuse to be "friends" with a pedophile. And pigs, I am not the only one who feels this way. There's a nice list of us in the SC.

[Chiri Kitsu]

Tsk tsk, like children fighting for the last lollipop.

Contain your thoughts into the SC only, as in reality, if Pat didn't change the rules too much, you should be penalized for flaming other Pan.

Yes, I've asked you all to be more loose on people, and even myself am doing the same, but let's not take it over the top, or else, we can go back to nazi mode like the older staff.

[Chizzy]

Tsk tsk, like children fighting for the last lollipop.

Contain your thoughts into the SC only, as in reality, if Pat didn't change the rules too much, you should be penalized for flaming other Pan.

Yes, I've asked you all to be more loose on people, and even myself am doing the same, but let's not take it over the top, or else, we can go back to nazi mode like the older staff.

Other Pan?

[Yuto]

Lass is supposed to be Pan's dupe.

[Chizzy]

OH, wait arent dupes like against the guidelines?
wait, so Lass IS a pan dupe??

[Yuto]

I was kidding.

Someone brought it up, because Lass seems to dislike you as much as Pan.

[Chizzy]

yeah i was wondering about that because lass just out of the blue started to dislike me.

[Yuto]

Hello

[Chizzy]

oh, this topic is just a discussion of a resolution and a change that I made within myself.

Dont look into it because it isnt worth it, but welcome DrewDrew

[Hentai K.]

Lass is supposed to be Pan's dupe.